Pale brows, still hands and dim hair,
I had a beautiful friend
And dreamed that the old despair
Would end in love in the end:
She looked in my heart one day
And saw your image was there;
She has gone weeping away.
- William Butler Yeats Mr.

Yeats have indeed said everything I want to express... and i am more afraid not to find that person who will at least try to look into my heart...and it is just not my fear alone ..its perhaps the strongest most common fear today.. (and u think H1N1 is a pandemic..or whatever like that). Solution... hmmm i have none to offer... save.. ya to be more optimistic, positive, less cynical.. and blah blah blah... I sincerely hopes that atleast someone.. anyone.. should come forward and tell me otherwise.. (with proven theories and sure shot results!!! ;) )